taking quite a turn.......

grabe!!! it's on the 3rd week but still....... it hurts so bad..!!

Its kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just cant define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the market-market, talking happy memories and future plans
You and me taking flicks
I still cant believe youre gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death

!miss u big Jermaine!

*flying.kiss*
*big.big.hugggggg*

Even though you're gone, we still partners
Through your family, Ill fulfill your dream
In the future, cant wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the morning he took you
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When its real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath

*24*

FAMiLY

[family]
me,mami aileen,jermaine,glyn and dadi jeffrey


family is the best god gave us

this day i went to jermaine... para dmalaw kasi naman si lawrence eh.. my meeting daw tom ayun!! heheh .. so punta na lang aq sa garden at mandaluyong para dalawin sila mami aileen, dadi jeffrey, glyn, nanany, tatay ,with ate liza and marvin c rr may laro ehh... napaka saya ko ngayong araw kahit wala si jermaine .. kasi ang mami aileen namin nun lang tumawa tapos nagpapicture pa sya sakin together with the other members of the band. hehe ang sarap ng feeling.. msasabi kong ito ang first family picture ko.. eto ang unang family na naka bonding ko kahit wala si jermaine feeling namin buhay pa din sya... ang dami kong picturs with them kahit ang pangit2 ko sa mga pictures ok lang heheh.. (di kasi ako prepared..) ahehe ... pero nafefeel ko talag si jermaine,.

miss na miss na namin sya.. hehe sana ok lang sya palagi with god.. ;]]

marvin,tita liza,me,mami,tracy,glyn and dadi

mami aileen carry me. hehe

me talking to jermaine..

tita liza,me,mami,tracy,glyn ang dadi,.

"i'll be loving you forever, deep inside my heart you leave me never, even if you took my heart, and tore it apart, i will love you still forever...

you are my sun, you are my life and your the last thing on my mind before i go to sleep at night, your always around when im in need , when troubles on my mind you put my soul at ease, there is no one in this world, who can love me like you do, so many reasons that i wanna spend forever with you...

kanta yan.. heheh hindi ako ngddrama.,. hehe

love you jermaine.. aalagaan ko sila mami aileen. ;D

no goodbye

..i seems odd to start this..with a dear jermaine, dear babe, or dear omeng.. my life has certainly taken quite a turn,. grbe!! ang daya mo!! ikaw ang pinaka madayang taong nkilala ko.. ang dami pa natin gagawin tapos ayan ka!! haaayy. jermaine! isaksak na lang syo ung gamot bumitiw ka pa.

omeng. ang hirap2!! ang sakit!! pero wala kang kasalanan babe. naiintindihan kita siguro pagod ka na din. and tama sila doctora ty. ayaw mong nhihirapan ang mga nagmamahal sayo. maine. sana kung nasan ka man ngayon maging masaya ka sa piling ni god. kampante nko kasi mas safe ka na free from hurt free from pain sobrang bait mo kasi kaya sabi ni god sya na magaalaga sayo.. magpaksaya ka lng jan babe...... kahit naiinis ako sayo masaya na ko para sayo.. atleast di ba. want mo ma meet si god in person ayan na chance mo na yan wag ka mhiyain ahh. nabubutas ang langit pag mahiyain ka.babe... ang bait ng pamilya mo sakin. wala akong masabi. babe............ ang hirap!! ang skit2 !!
november na pla huli natin paguusap.. tapos nwla kapa 24. astig ka babe. monthsary kpa tlga umlis.. nkakaasar ka!!!!sorry babe kung umiiyak ako ahh?. sandali lang to tapos hindi na ko iiyak promise! msasanay din ako babe.
babe eto na .. this is the time that our future will take different paths..my hope that destiny would bring us back together meant that i never really had to say goodbye..in all my life.. i have never really felt so at peace when i was in your arms.. wala kang katulad jermaine.. nag iisa ka lang. with all my love.

i love u!!!!!
babe.. wait for me until we meet again!!
may you rest in peace.

i miss being there..

thurday na talaga.

classmates: "may exam daw!" .. "may report daw" .. "may activity daw" .

ako: "pupunta pa naman akong glorietta.. para makapag volunteer sa "make a wish" foundation..

.. i volunteer in this foundation 2years later.. dahil na rin siguro sa awa ko sa mga batang may cancer at dahil na rin siguro sa kagustuhan kong mag hanap .. after joining mula nun 1 time pa lang akong naka punta sa lahat ng wishes granting nila. dahil na rin sa sobrang busy ko sa school at minsan pag pinakiusapan sa work!. hindi naman ako mkapag- donate kasi wala din akong pera at mga damit (nanghihiram lang din ako minsan). kaya time lang din maibibigay ko. pero mukang pati time nawawala na din sakin.. anyway.. sa june i'll make sure sa wish granting kay jikko(6 year old boy wish to be in boracay.)sasama kami ni ate sa paghatid..

make a wish foundation a medium for individuals who believe that the ability to help is a blessing.We reach out to children who are afflicted with life threatening illnesses, and the result is an unforgettable experience that is infused with hope and happiness which strengthens the spirit of the “wish child” and his or her family.
In Make-A-Wish Philippines we believe that life is not measured by time but by happy memories.

s*#@! ang emo ko!. ;]]

Ayoko na!!!'

Yan ang speech ko nitong mga nakaraang araw. Pero dahil wala naman ako sa harap ng kamera, walang nakakasunog balat na ilaw at walang direktor na sumisigaw ng lights, camera action, dadaanin ko na lang sa pagba-blog ang kabaliwang ito... Bibitaw na nga ba ako? Duh?!rozel Bibitaw? Saan?

iba ang pakiramdam ko ngayon,Para akong nakakapit sa isang hibla ng sinulid na malapit ng mapatid. At paksyet na malufeeet at humagufeeet, hindi masaya ang ganung pakiramdam! Kahit sa mga oras na ito hindi ko maipaliwanag kung ano ang nararamdaman ko. Hindi ko alam kung hindi lang talaga sapat ang mga adjectives ni Mr. dictionary para mailarawan ang emosyon ko o sadyang misshape na ang neuro receptors sa utak ko kaya hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ako nagkakaganito(tama ba?). Ngayon ko lang napatunayan na hindi sa lahat ng oras totoo na what the mouth can't say, the fingers can relay. Eh dahil hindi masabi ng bibig ko... hindi rin masabi ng mga daliri ko kung ano ba talaga ang gusto kong sabihin.

basta i spend my valentines sa hospital and im happy knowing that my boyfriend will be home soon as in really soon .

thanks sa lahat ng nagdasal para sa aking iniirog na nagngangalang jermaine peter policarpio. hehehe . salamat talaga!

guys! galingan nating sumabay sa buhay! for a rock n'roll!